I live my life filled with negative thoughts and self doubt. Have slowly become a broken, fearful human being. I don’t like to express my feelings and I never ask for help or sympathy. I have always been this way and I’ve felt that everybody should do it for themselves. But now I’ve come to a point where I feel like I’m not strong enough for that. I have a wonderful handful of friends who I know are there for me when I feel like opening up and I would never take advantage of that. I’m always there for them and I know they’d give back their support in return.
I’m realising its true that nobody will love me if I can’t love myself.
I know I’m not confident and have low self esteem but atleast I know I have some good traits. I’m kind, caring and thoughtful. That’s something right?!
I can’t wait for 2014 so I can give my mind a fresh start and let that person come through again.
This has taken a huge amount of courage to write and publish here, but I feel it might liberate me a little. So just unfollow me if you don’t want to see the shit I post.
#fuckthehaters #positivity #lifechanges #shutupanddontjudge #youdontknowme
I need to stop making jokes about the fact that I’ll probably be single my entire life. It’s becoming almost too real.
I always seem to go for people that don’t want anything more from me than a measly kiss.
A relationship is not my only intention and I by no means think having a man will complete me. I just feel like it’s a vital thing to experience in life and I don’t think it’s going to happen.
I know better than anyone that I put my guard up, but I am trying to let it down a bit. It’s hard though. Especially when nobody wants to put in that effort. It’s embarrassing and hurtful and it’s all my own fault.
I don’t usually rant on the Internet because I am private, but sometimes you just need to.
HAHAHAHAHA ME OH DEAR LORD
|—||Hunter S. Thompson — Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas (via adamnsight)|
whenever i need to cheer up i remember all of the ways leonardo dicaprio attempts to hide from the paparazzi